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There is so much dust being kicked up right now, in all kinds of ways. Suddenly I am completely disoriented. It's disconcerting, but I have to remember that historically, I like change. Periods of change are ones that I look back on in a positive light. Times when things are flying every which way are the times that push life forward, and when the dust settles my world is usually better for it.
Last night was full of conversations. Oddly, I received a sense of closure to a wound that I had accepted would never heal. Then I had a very obviously symbolic dream that cemented the feeling. It was an unexpected and very welcome surprise.
Last night I also found out that my dad had a mole removed and it turned out to be melanoma. According to my mom, there's a good chance that it hasn't spread, but he has to go in for tests to find out. If it has, this will be the second time in two years that he's had some type of cancer. I am trying to think positively, that the mole will be the end of it, but who knows.
I told The Boy and he said things that fit right into my heart, right where I needed them, as he usually does.
I will be seeing him (The Boy) on Saturday.
I will be seeing The Girl on Friday.
Shit's gettin' real, y'all.
Last night was full of conversations. Oddly, I received a sense of closure to a wound that I had accepted would never heal. Then I had a very obviously symbolic dream that cemented the feeling. It was an unexpected and very welcome surprise.
Last night I also found out that my dad had a mole removed and it turned out to be melanoma. According to my mom, there's a good chance that it hasn't spread, but he has to go in for tests to find out. If it has, this will be the second time in two years that he's had some type of cancer. I am trying to think positively, that the mole will be the end of it, but who knows.
I told The Boy and he said things that fit right into my heart, right where I needed them, as he usually does.
I will be seeing him (The Boy) on Saturday.
I will be seeing The Girl on Friday.
Shit's gettin' real, y'all.