My ever shrinking self
Yesterday I bought my first size 6 skirt. I can't actually ever remember being a size 6 and if I ever was it must have been back in the days when my mother used to buy my clothing.
Lets see, I moved here a size 14 (eep) weighing 188 pounds
Currently I am a size 6 weighing 146 pounds (the same weight I weighed in grade 9).
I started loosing weight in May (after my brother left) and sometimes I think that I lost the weight too quickly and for no apparent reason (I didn't diet or excercise to loose the weight it just kinda all fell off of me). At the same time, there is a part of me that understands how I lost so much... I worry more than the average bear, I've gone through months only being able to afford eating beans every day, I live a much more active lifestyle, I work two jobs and don't have days where I sit around and eat all day, I don't drink very much any more (ding ding ding) and I have now cut out smoking weed. I guess maybe this is the size I was supposed to be if I didn't drink beer everyday. hmmm, interesting.
If I get any smaller than a size 6 though I should start getting worried.... I'm a big boned european woman, we are not supposed to be all boney and fragile. It sometimes grosses me out and sometimes facinates me.
Lets see, I moved here a size 14 (eep) weighing 188 pounds
Currently I am a size 6 weighing 146 pounds (the same weight I weighed in grade 9).
I started loosing weight in May (after my brother left) and sometimes I think that I lost the weight too quickly and for no apparent reason (I didn't diet or excercise to loose the weight it just kinda all fell off of me). At the same time, there is a part of me that understands how I lost so much... I worry more than the average bear, I've gone through months only being able to afford eating beans every day, I live a much more active lifestyle, I work two jobs and don't have days where I sit around and eat all day, I don't drink very much any more (ding ding ding) and I have now cut out smoking weed. I guess maybe this is the size I was supposed to be if I didn't drink beer everyday. hmmm, interesting.
If I get any smaller than a size 6 though I should start getting worried.... I'm a big boned european woman, we are not supposed to be all boney and fragile. It sometimes grosses me out and sometimes facinates me.