swiftly halting to a stop
The semester has been so busy busy busy that now that it's almost over it seems like it's just suddenly ending...no wind down, no quick acceleration, it's just been a constant 1000mph speed and I find myself sitting here, Friday afternoon, and honestly wondering what to do with myself. I've only been sitting down for 5 minutes and I'm already bored. Sure I have studying for a couple finals next week, but I know I can easily do that tomorrow and be prepared. People would kill for this time luxury but for right now, I'm hating it. I think I'm going to research some books I have to read for my exit exam.
Anyways. I had my last class of the class I really really liked last night. What's great about my program is that we all have to take a certain class each semester and it's taught by the same guy, our advisor and designer of the program. So next semester we'll all be together again, the class will just have a different title. I love our discussion in that class, I love our dynamic. We have all sorts of different people in it and while I love my clique (oh yes we already have a clique) I love listening to the other people in the discussion to who have very differing political views than I do but we all have the same common goal. We're all so cynical yet idealistic at the same time...I don't really know how to explain it, all I know is that I've fallen in love with my program and with my class. So I was sad last night to leave them but it's comforting to know we'll all be back. And I'm getting an A :-) My average is a 97.2. Yay! My other classes I'm not too sure about..I think I have an A average in them as well but I still have some assignments to be graded and then I have finals for them as well. I don't really mind getting B's in them but I'll be kinda cranky b/c all it'll mean is that I should have worked harder in them. Oh well, I got the grade in the class I cared about so that's really cool.
Other news, work is going well, I have a niche and Evelyn is finally leaving. I guess she was rude to our boss. She wasn't fired b/c her position was temporary anyways but if she wasn't such a dumbass she could have stayed. I don't care, I didn't really like her and now I get her cubicle which should have been mine anyways. Yay! I never thought I'd be happy to have a cubicle..but its in such an out of the way spot. Anyway, cruise next week! I'm wicked excited b/c I know it'll be fun times with my family and very very relaxing. I plan to spend some quality time with a book, a lawn chair and a drink someone will bring to me. Yay vacation!
I don't know what's going on with AJ. When he was here, even if he wasn't going to graduate this semester, he was pretty dead set on coming back in the spring even to go to SCC. Now though, with the negative influence of his parents, he's not sure. Mrph. I know it's because of money and he's worried about surviving but just for right now and for writing right here, I wish he'd just come back even if it meant me helping him out which I know he wouldn't let me do. It would only be another 4 months but...it's already been a year, most of our relationship has been seeing each other for a couple hours every two or three weeks. His parents ok well his dad surprised me. He said he didn't think it was a good idea for AJ to come back but he said he understood and he would support his decision. His mom is flat out against it even against him taking out a loan (which really doesn't make too much sense, but then again she never makes sense)So bonus points go to his dad for a change. I really really wish his statistics teacher would just give the guy a break and give him a B. Then there would be no decision to make.
All right this post is super long but there's the update and now I'm going to do some serious cleaning.
Anyways. I had my last class of the class I really really liked last night. What's great about my program is that we all have to take a certain class each semester and it's taught by the same guy, our advisor and designer of the program. So next semester we'll all be together again, the class will just have a different title. I love our discussion in that class, I love our dynamic. We have all sorts of different people in it and while I love my clique (oh yes we already have a clique) I love listening to the other people in the discussion to who have very differing political views than I do but we all have the same common goal. We're all so cynical yet idealistic at the same time...I don't really know how to explain it, all I know is that I've fallen in love with my program and with my class. So I was sad last night to leave them but it's comforting to know we'll all be back. And I'm getting an A :-) My average is a 97.2. Yay! My other classes I'm not too sure about..I think I have an A average in them as well but I still have some assignments to be graded and then I have finals for them as well. I don't really mind getting B's in them but I'll be kinda cranky b/c all it'll mean is that I should have worked harder in them. Oh well, I got the grade in the class I cared about so that's really cool.
Other news, work is going well, I have a niche and Evelyn is finally leaving. I guess she was rude to our boss. She wasn't fired b/c her position was temporary anyways but if she wasn't such a dumbass she could have stayed. I don't care, I didn't really like her and now I get her cubicle which should have been mine anyways. Yay! I never thought I'd be happy to have a cubicle..but its in such an out of the way spot. Anyway, cruise next week! I'm wicked excited b/c I know it'll be fun times with my family and very very relaxing. I plan to spend some quality time with a book, a lawn chair and a drink someone will bring to me. Yay vacation!
I don't know what's going on with AJ. When he was here, even if he wasn't going to graduate this semester, he was pretty dead set on coming back in the spring even to go to SCC. Now though, with the negative influence of his parents, he's not sure. Mrph. I know it's because of money and he's worried about surviving but just for right now and for writing right here, I wish he'd just come back even if it meant me helping him out which I know he wouldn't let me do. It would only be another 4 months but...it's already been a year, most of our relationship has been seeing each other for a couple hours every two or three weeks. His parents ok well his dad surprised me. He said he didn't think it was a good idea for AJ to come back but he said he understood and he would support his decision. His mom is flat out against it even against him taking out a loan (which really doesn't make too much sense, but then again she never makes sense)So bonus points go to his dad for a change. I really really wish his statistics teacher would just give the guy a break and give him a B. Then there would be no decision to make.
All right this post is super long but there's the update and now I'm going to do some serious cleaning.