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wow so i havent updated in a while what a retard, things are going
better i guess. So i didnt make homecoming queen but im very happy with
just being on court and like i had a blast and a cute date lol the
dance was fun too; ) Tomorrow i am going to halo scream. I am really
scared cause i am always scared and like everyone has like either a
date or best friend going. I dont. I have alyssa but she has lauren
witney and derec lauren has cody and im left out. I wanted mark to go
cause like he fits in both of those catagories but he is too scared to
go. 6 of my best friends are in cheerleadin and cant go that night
cause they have a game and then ameana is at a b day limo thing, lexi
is out of town, aubry is going to tampa. I have no one. ahhh i just
wanna scream! how could this happen to me? I made my mistake got no
were to run the night goes on as im fading away im sick of this life i
just wanna scream........ how could this happen to me?