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sad,
a bunch of people arnt going to my church n e more. But like as much as
i would like them to come back it is there decision not mine and i
guess all i can really say is so long and ill miss u. On a lower note,
i am totally stressin about a lot of things and like guys are just
getting in the way right now. I dont know were i stand. I want a boy
friend but at the same time dont. IDK honestly i like being single but
do miss his girl hold my hand kinda thing. I have crush on some one and
someone has a crush on my. I am in love with a guy but never see him. I
also enjoy being around my best friend ho is also a guy and who i feel
like i can spend the rest of my life with. I just dont know. I need
support right now i guess and now that im lacking friends cause of this
church insident it makes it harder and harder but easier and easier to
cry. I guess sometimes it is good to let out a good cry and stay up all
night crying and thinking about one person wondering if he is think the
same thing.