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It's been a while since I've written anything here... I just haven't had time :(
I just recently started my teaching career, I love what I am doing, but at the same time I'm fustrated... I don't know if that makes sense, but I love the fact that I'm working with kids, but fustrated with all the paperwork and all the procedures I have to go through to provide assistance to those that need it. But there's nothing I can do, that's my job... I know it's going to get better...
My love life seems to be all messed up :( I don't understand why I've changed so much for one person... I used to be able to walk away from relationship that haven't been working well... but this time, I know that things aren't right... but I can't seem to walk away... something inside of me is holding me to this one person, how do I know if it's love... how do I know that it isn't just the security I like? why is this so complicated?
I just recently started my teaching career, I love what I am doing, but at the same time I'm fustrated... I don't know if that makes sense, but I love the fact that I'm working with kids, but fustrated with all the paperwork and all the procedures I have to go through to provide assistance to those that need it. But there's nothing I can do, that's my job... I know it's going to get better...
My love life seems to be all messed up :( I don't understand why I've changed so much for one person... I used to be able to walk away from relationship that haven't been working well... but this time, I know that things aren't right... but I can't seem to walk away... something inside of me is holding me to this one person, how do I know if it's love... how do I know that it isn't just the security I like? why is this so complicated?