May 29, 2009 00:49
After about a year of planning and preparing, ANime Boston this year was fantastic. I got infinite amount of pics taken of me, made new friends, and made some great memories =). But now, thats all over. So now here i am, with no plans afterwards, this has always been my problem (spend the time planning for the event, but after it, end up with nothing to do). My friend Aliza (who was another Hawkeye during the con) is planing on going to go to Anime Next, Portcon, and sooooo many others. It just upsets me that i can't afford to other cans this year, well their is ANother Anime Con in Nashua but its soooo small i don't think it counts =(. I just wish i were a richer man, i'm not talking about being a millionaire (although that wouldn't be bad lol) i just wish i had more then nothing in my bank account, that way i could go to maybe 1 more con before i have to head back to icky school. Theres sooooo much more energy in me, tooo bad it'll mostly go to waste.
Another thing thats going on, during the con i meet a girl named Jess, we hung out like crazy, talked about numerous things, and got pictures taken of us from practically everyone lol. When the con was over, i got the feeling that it was just a "one time" meeting. Then a day after sunday, we ended up talking again and it was great; cause we talked more about ourselves then we did in Boston. But heres my problem: we are friends, we've both made that as clear as glass! But the problem is we both are acting like we want to be a little more then just friends. We've talked online about this, but again, despite being friends, we can't get rid of the "feeling" of wanting to be more then friends. To be honest, I feel like this going to go on like this for a while, not sure if anything is even going to happen bwtn us. No doubt she is going over the same thing in her head, so i guess time will tell as to what happens in the next few months or years or whatever. Time to play the waiting game!!