love burns
"I've never played a show with a condom in the audience"
Oh wow what a past 2 days! Graduation was crazy. It was upsetting at the same time. We played some songs and I was excused. I sat up in the seats and I looked at the seniors ready to walk down and I just got very overwelmed with grief. I saw Sierra walk and I just wanted to bring her up with me. NO you're not going anywhere... I watched Chris walk. I just remembered our times and I cried a little. Most of my friends are (were) seniors. Craig my buddy, Sandra my mentor, angelica who I've known all too long.
I proceeded to get a ride home with Megan and planned to go back. Well that didn't happen so I was sorta stranded at my house. Kj called and we were going to go to some party, but when she called me back 2 hours later I didn't have a ride home and it really wasn't the best idea with no ride. I can't wait till I get my own car.
Hopefully, people will see me and form whatever opinions, as long as they know that’s me, not something I’m trying to be.
So today was Craig's graduation party. He picked me up and I really had a blast. Chris was there. Which was lovely. We went outside and talked. It was interesting. tj got craig a woopie cushion and we did that for a while. The weird thing was it didn't get old. It was different and funny each time.
Chris left eventually and he came back and I realized that my feelings for him haven't changed and I wanted him to stay. What's wrong with me? Chris appeals I guess because he took care of me when no one else would even consider it.
Teenage girls are the strangest creatures, because everything seems like the end of the world. Relationships, friendships-Everything is magnified a bazillion per cent
I need to start on my album shit faced
all else fails, just watch Spinal Tap
~+JESSICKA+~
Oh wow what a past 2 days! Graduation was crazy. It was upsetting at the same time. We played some songs and I was excused. I sat up in the seats and I looked at the seniors ready to walk down and I just got very overwelmed with grief. I saw Sierra walk and I just wanted to bring her up with me. NO you're not going anywhere... I watched Chris walk. I just remembered our times and I cried a little. Most of my friends are (were) seniors. Craig my buddy, Sandra my mentor, angelica who I've known all too long.
I proceeded to get a ride home with Megan and planned to go back. Well that didn't happen so I was sorta stranded at my house. Kj called and we were going to go to some party, but when she called me back 2 hours later I didn't have a ride home and it really wasn't the best idea with no ride. I can't wait till I get my own car.
Hopefully, people will see me and form whatever opinions, as long as they know that’s me, not something I’m trying to be.
So today was Craig's graduation party. He picked me up and I really had a blast. Chris was there. Which was lovely. We went outside and talked. It was interesting. tj got craig a woopie cushion and we did that for a while. The weird thing was it didn't get old. It was different and funny each time.
Chris left eventually and he came back and I realized that my feelings for him haven't changed and I wanted him to stay. What's wrong with me? Chris appeals I guess because he took care of me when no one else would even consider it.
Teenage girls are the strangest creatures, because everything seems like the end of the world. Relationships, friendships-Everything is magnified a bazillion per cent
I need to start on my album shit faced
all else fails, just watch Spinal Tap
~+JESSICKA+~