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For the past few days i have felt ok. Not great but ok. And brie that poem you wrote really means a whole lot to me. I will always love you. And today was full of surpirses.
I was just sitting in my living room and somoeone knocked on teh door. My parents were in their room talking so i got up to answer it. On my door step was my best guy friend joe. He lives in tacoma and i never get to see. I didn't know what to do. SO i hugged him. He looked so hansome. He looked teh same but diffrent somehow. He got a little bit taller to. He is still skinny as fuck but its all good. We talk for a few seconds but then he had to go. I whish so much that he could have stayed longer. We had a lot of good times together. Like the night that he climbed through my window and my sister almost found him in my room. It was fun even though i could have gotten in a shit load of trouble. I hope i will see him again.
the second thing that happened today was that jenna got kicked out of our house. Jenna is my dad's best friends daughter. They live in oragon. She moved up here to be close to her boyfriend. She was suppose to get a job and move out. Well she got shit jobs, didn't save any money, didn't go to work very much, and she stole my sisters vicadin(pain pills). So my dad told her today that she has to move out. In a way i'm glad because she is really annoying but i know that she is really hurt and i don't want her to feel that way. Also my dad is worried that this will cost there friendship.
Another thing that sucks is that my mom's friend and her son are going to be moving in as soon as jenna moves out. Our house is so full! And her son is so annoying! Its only temp. But as soon as she has moved out my mom is going to move into that room. She doesn't want to sleep in the same room as my dad. Now she sleeps on the couch. What does that mean?????? They still act like they are in love but they won't sleep in the same room together??? What the fuck is that? I have no idea what to think about the two of them.
WAKE UP AND SMELL THE ROTT SUICIDE ADDICTS
Us suicide addicts are pissed.
And why shouldn't we be, our world is so great.
But it is not the world that has our wrists bleeding and our stomachs bubbling.
Its you, and me and all the other butterflys limping around.
So us addicts craving our own blood will just find a new drug.
Seeing how we are not very good addicts.
If we were you would be reading lines.
So bring the other drugs, the temparay escape is fine for me seeing that you suck.
Or find me dead tommarow and crown me queen of addicts.
Or better yet you die, you fade.
You bring me down locked in a cage.
The hope for death................What a great new drug to crave.
Its like bloodly fleash wraped in gaze on a stormy night.
Wake up and smell the rott.
Its a little sick I know. But hey Edgar Allen Poe made a living off shit like that.
I was just sitting in my living room and somoeone knocked on teh door. My parents were in their room talking so i got up to answer it. On my door step was my best guy friend joe. He lives in tacoma and i never get to see. I didn't know what to do. SO i hugged him. He looked so hansome. He looked teh same but diffrent somehow. He got a little bit taller to. He is still skinny as fuck but its all good. We talk for a few seconds but then he had to go. I whish so much that he could have stayed longer. We had a lot of good times together. Like the night that he climbed through my window and my sister almost found him in my room. It was fun even though i could have gotten in a shit load of trouble. I hope i will see him again.
the second thing that happened today was that jenna got kicked out of our house. Jenna is my dad's best friends daughter. They live in oragon. She moved up here to be close to her boyfriend. She was suppose to get a job and move out. Well she got shit jobs, didn't save any money, didn't go to work very much, and she stole my sisters vicadin(pain pills). So my dad told her today that she has to move out. In a way i'm glad because she is really annoying but i know that she is really hurt and i don't want her to feel that way. Also my dad is worried that this will cost there friendship.
Another thing that sucks is that my mom's friend and her son are going to be moving in as soon as jenna moves out. Our house is so full! And her son is so annoying! Its only temp. But as soon as she has moved out my mom is going to move into that room. She doesn't want to sleep in the same room as my dad. Now she sleeps on the couch. What does that mean?????? They still act like they are in love but they won't sleep in the same room together??? What the fuck is that? I have no idea what to think about the two of them.
WAKE UP AND SMELL THE ROTT SUICIDE ADDICTS
Us suicide addicts are pissed.
And why shouldn't we be, our world is so great.
But it is not the world that has our wrists bleeding and our stomachs bubbling.
Its you, and me and all the other butterflys limping around.
So us addicts craving our own blood will just find a new drug.
Seeing how we are not very good addicts.
If we were you would be reading lines.
So bring the other drugs, the temparay escape is fine for me seeing that you suck.
Or find me dead tommarow and crown me queen of addicts.
Or better yet you die, you fade.
You bring me down locked in a cage.
The hope for death................What a great new drug to crave.
Its like bloodly fleash wraped in gaze on a stormy night.
Wake up and smell the rott.
Its a little sick I know. But hey Edgar Allen Poe made a living off shit like that.