its time for me to make a decision
k scenario...
you have to make a decision between doing something you love and have done for a really long time that you can't imagine not doing even though its unstable as a future...and going to school for something that you like to do and will offer a stable future...which do you chose? (you can't do both).
so this is the point in my life where i decide what i want to do with myself...
i thought i could do it all...but i'm realizing that there is just not enough time for it all...
i'm sitting here with an application for a scholarship dance program in my lap...and another contract for OTIS saying that i will be attending in the fall...
i honestly don't know what i want to do...because by signing one i will be pretty much giving up the other possibly for forever.i don't think i could live without dancing...i wouldn't know what to do with myself.but dancing can be an incredibily unstable occupation and graphic design was my fall-back plan...it was how i was going to make money when i couldn't dance anymore.but i can't go to school for graphic design and stay in good enough shape to dance for a living...there just isn't enough time...
so i'm sitting here with this insanely intense decision to make and i'm at a loss...i don't know what to do...
you have to make a decision between doing something you love and have done for a really long time that you can't imagine not doing even though its unstable as a future...and going to school for something that you like to do and will offer a stable future...which do you chose? (you can't do both).
so this is the point in my life where i decide what i want to do with myself...
i thought i could do it all...but i'm realizing that there is just not enough time for it all...
i'm sitting here with an application for a scholarship dance program in my lap...and another contract for OTIS saying that i will be attending in the fall...
i honestly don't know what i want to do...because by signing one i will be pretty much giving up the other possibly for forever.i don't think i could live without dancing...i wouldn't know what to do with myself.but dancing can be an incredibily unstable occupation and graphic design was my fall-back plan...it was how i was going to make money when i couldn't dance anymore.but i can't go to school for graphic design and stay in good enough shape to dance for a living...there just isn't enough time...
so i'm sitting here with this insanely intense decision to make and i'm at a loss...i don't know what to do...