Ugh
Ive been so moody lately it really sucks! Ive also been getting these really horrible migrain headaches. Then my parents have been getting on my case about eatting. My mom has been yelling at me about being vegitarian. Then my dad is on my case about eatting too much or something. I am like I barely eat how can I eat too much. I dunno I guess it just frustrates me cause they're always on my case about something. Ive also had really bad cravings for food lately and Ive tried to keep my hands busy but I dont really have anything to do. So I cook luckily I try to cook for someone else or something I can set aside like brownies and say I made them for someone else. Cause I LOVE to cook and Im really good at it is the sad thing. But its ok I just choose to look at my food not eat it. I do have one good thing though my friends' mother has been telling me im "gorgous" and "really beautiful" and stuff like that and it just makes me glow inside. I feel bad cause I think it sorta hurts my friends' feelings cause her mom said it to me not her. But I mean she's beautiful too. I dunno I guess its just been sooooo long that someone has even paid attention to me and said nice things to me I like to soak it up while I can. anyways... Then Im going to the doctor tomorrow to get put on birth control! wahoo! not really but its ok I guess I mean Im not really excited about having doctor examining my lower area but I guess theres a time for everything. -lol- also its suppose to help like clear up break outs and stuff which is pretty awesome cause I dont break out too much so I guess theres good things that come with bad. Then school starts thursday I am sooo excited! Ive gotten where my thighs dont touch when I walk unless I do the "model" walk with one foot infront of the other. I may have been moody lately but Ive also found myself getting thinner. yay! But I am still fat! Well this was suppose to be a short entry cause I havent had much to say lately. MUCHLOVE muah! God bless!
. : *Hannah* : .