Aug 06, 2004 01:59
I am a sophmore in high school. Public school that is and I face all the normal challenges of a teenage girl. Except that I am never happy with the way I look. Well you say that is really normal. Well I find myself starving myself. When most of my friends if they are unhappy just throw up their food. Which I cant do. I am unable to throw up I never have. When I was born my esphogus wasnt connected to my stomache. So Ive never thrown up nor will I ever be able to. I was also born with a whole in my treakia and my heart. I also have a heart murmur which isnt rare or anything. But it keeps me from doing strenuious activities. Espically running so when I work out I get very light headed and tired fast! Which really sucks. So I gave up for a while but still very self cautious. Until I found myself not eatting again and was talking to one of my really close friends who had noticed. And she mentioned that she has always wanted to be ana which was a surprise to me. Cause everyone else I know would shoot me if they ever found out. So she has now become ana with me. So here I am again. Starving myself to be beautiful! Please tell me if you have any suggestions or just wanna friend!
my stats & other info
current weight: 114lbs
desired weight: 97lbs
boobs: 34b-c
hair: medium brown, naturally curly usually straight (flatiron)
eyes: small almond brown
skin: pretty clear a few breakouts every now and then.. very fair skin
roll models: marykate olsen, misha burton, & britney spears
favorite color: PiNK
favorite band: Dashboard Confessional
Sorry if I bore you!
Sorry I cant spell either!
Have a wonderful day & God Bless!
. : * Hannah * : .