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So yeah.. I don't know what to say. I got home from Melissa Petty party, which was fun, sorry I fell asleep I was mad tired. So I come home and I'm doing my homework. Alex isn't on line. No one answered his phone eaitehr.. so I haven't spoken to him yet. So I'm on my space b/c thats just waht I do and I notice Alex has a new friend.. and its this Linda chic. Shes from VA, he knows her from when FMM went on tour. They had a stupid on line thing.. bah whatever. So I get her s/ n off her myspace I check out her profile and I see her journal. So I'm nosey and I read it. check it out. Yeah so this entry is from March 5, by then me and Alex are going out and stuff. Theres comments in there. From him. Saying that he made a mistake and they need to talk. How do I know its him? By the lyrics in the comment. I know my boyfriend... and I know the lyrics he constantly uses. So I see this and I don't know what to think of it. I'm totally confused and I feel like crying... Then just for amusemet purposes I go back a lil more and read form when we had broken up and he has lyrics to Looking Back on Today and You make me, me. I will never be able to listen to those songs again with out being physicaly ill. I am ill right now. I hate this so much. I feel like crying.. and I might just cry. I really need to talk to him. I need to know what that whole thing is about. I don't want to talk to anyone right now. I'm gunna go finish my homework.. then cry.
<3 Gina