Apr 01, 2004 21:05
UPDATE!
I never write in here anymore, I really have no time. It sucks to be so busy. I have softball everyday if I don't have practice I eaither have a game or its a Sunday! Its sooo time consumeing. Also, I have to keep up with school work and stuff. Not doing so hot in that department. I barely see Alex ever. it sucks so bad. I miss him so much. Hes so imporant to me. It sucks majorally to not see him ever. I feel like our not being together like pushes us apart and causes us to fight. I hate fighting w/ him so much. He means the world to me. I love him. I hope we stay together forever. I need him in my life.
OK so I'm really hot right now.. hot flash? Metapause. This isn't healthy! Ahh ok much better. So I have no one to cover for me at work tomorrow! i'm not a happy camper. If I have a game looks liek I'm just not showing up! FUCK ASS! I'm probally gunna get fired. After softball I'll get a new job. Yesterday I forgot to go to my umpire refresser course.. fuck me! I need that umpireing job. I need money. I'm not having a good week, although today must have been the best day... well thats my update and I'm sticking w/ it <3
<3 always Gina
Ps... I love Alex mucho a lot.. woah speak of the devil!!