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so I'm taking this time and entry to bitch about my life. I don't care who or who doesn't read it. I just gotta vent...
My mom in the past has threatened to kick me out if I don't let her know where I am every second when I go out at night. Yeah..I feel like I'm living the life of a 16 year old. I went out with a co-worker last night only to the Friendly's 10 mins away from home and just ate and talked yet she calls me like 10 times wondering where I am, swearing and yelling at me. I get home and her car isn't in the garage until I'm unlocking the door and I turn around and see her car pulling in. She was pissed because she said she was so worried she didn't know where I was and I "turned off" my cell phone. I told her I was still at Friendly's and I did answer my phone once but I didn't answer the rest of the calls because my phone is on vibrate and I didn't feel it vibrate those other times since it was in my purse. Plus, I WAS 10 MINS AWAY FROM HOME. I'm fucking sick of living like this but the only thing stopping me from moving out is money. Can't afford to live on my own yet and it sucks the big one.
On top of that my job at Waste Management sucks and I hope I get this Marketing job that I interviewed for. Hopefully it pays more, hopefully I have it long enough so I can save money to get the fuck out of my parents house. I think this is the only way to prove to my mom...well prove...but maybe something inside my mom will click once she see's I'm living on my own and don't financially need her assistance and that I can have a social life without worrying about her getting pissed at me because she's so worried about where I am. Like I'm gonna do something so bad. PLEASE. I need a more laid back home life and less tension involved.
My mom in the past has threatened to kick me out if I don't let her know where I am every second when I go out at night. Yeah..I feel like I'm living the life of a 16 year old. I went out with a co-worker last night only to the Friendly's 10 mins away from home and just ate and talked yet she calls me like 10 times wondering where I am, swearing and yelling at me. I get home and her car isn't in the garage until I'm unlocking the door and I turn around and see her car pulling in. She was pissed because she said she was so worried she didn't know where I was and I "turned off" my cell phone. I told her I was still at Friendly's and I did answer my phone once but I didn't answer the rest of the calls because my phone is on vibrate and I didn't feel it vibrate those other times since it was in my purse. Plus, I WAS 10 MINS AWAY FROM HOME. I'm fucking sick of living like this but the only thing stopping me from moving out is money. Can't afford to live on my own yet and it sucks the big one.
On top of that my job at Waste Management sucks and I hope I get this Marketing job that I interviewed for. Hopefully it pays more, hopefully I have it long enough so I can save money to get the fuck out of my parents house. I think this is the only way to prove to my mom...well prove...but maybe something inside my mom will click once she see's I'm living on my own and don't financially need her assistance and that I can have a social life without worrying about her getting pissed at me because she's so worried about where I am. Like I'm gonna do something so bad. PLEASE. I need a more laid back home life and less tension involved.