Graduation is so near

[beautifulred5]

Thought I might update a bit. Life has been very busy at school. Trying to make sure that I get everything done and am able to graduate this spring. God, I am just getting so burnt out from all my classes that I am starting to faulter. I watch my grades drop this second semester as usual. All I want to do is make sure that I graduate. I don't even care what my grades are at this point and I really don't give a crap if I end up an honor student or not, which at this point I don't think it is going to happen. The end is near. Only 5 more days left and school as I know it is officially over with. I have not yet decided if I want to do the graduation ceremony or not. I don't like change in my life and I think that is why I don't want to be at the ceremony. It will just make me realize it is really finally over. I will be going home in a bit over a week or so. I'm not looking forward to it. Dan is going to Eagle River for the summer. I'm so sad about it. I know we will get to see each other on weekends and things, but it still breaks my heart. I don't know how not to be sad. I just want Dan to graduate as well so that we can start our life together as husband and wife. I suppose things could be worse, at least we will only be a couple hours away from each other, unlike Dan's brother and fiance. Anyway, I can't beleive school is almost done. It seems like I just moved to Rice Lake.

I love my future husband,
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