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I have been having such weird dreams lately. My dreams are weird because I'll be in a familiar place- such as the New Albany Ballet Studio, but people who are never there or not associated with it are there. Such as Nicole, shes not associated wtih it any more, or ryan- he was never there and will never be there. How strange. And his mother too! They were all in my dream last night that took place at new ablany. Then also in my dream my dance class I was teaching to 5 year olds, the parents came in and took class also. huh? I don't know. ....
My stomach has been hurting a lot lately, I think its being stressed out.
And yesterday in rehersal w/ michael, I tried to pull out some old stuff where I thought would fit nicely for myself, and I get imitated and copied. And she got the credit for looking good doing it. ugh...I really don't like her. Somteimtes I just want to strangle her. Thats the other bothersome thing abt this piece with michael. I've been working with him since last june/july and now that we are near the final order, there are people who have more stuff to do than I. Which goes back to the last entery- of how I'm probably not a good dancer. Why would you not doing something w/ someone who's been dedicated to you for almost a year?
I don't know...
My stomach has been hurting a lot lately, I think its being stressed out.
And yesterday in rehersal w/ michael, I tried to pull out some old stuff where I thought would fit nicely for myself, and I get imitated and copied. And she got the credit for looking good doing it. ugh...I really don't like her. Somteimtes I just want to strangle her. Thats the other bothersome thing abt this piece with michael. I've been working with him since last june/july and now that we are near the final order, there are people who have more stuff to do than I. Which goes back to the last entery- of how I'm probably not a good dancer. Why would you not doing something w/ someone who's been dedicated to you for almost a year?
I don't know...