new chapter of my life
well i officially started the new chapter of my life,
and i dont know how i feel about it.
when im out at parties and with friends, i love it.
but when im by myself, i have this huge lump in my throat that wont go away.
i dont know why its there, all i know is i want it to stop.
i cant even explain whats running through my head.
i miss my best friend, britney.
i miss my boys of summer.. doman, harla, baldwin, sellors..
i miss craig.
and as much as i hate to admit it, i miss joe.
so much.
god, please let me get past this soon.
thank you for making me as trong person,
but please, im begging you,
dont make this hurt so much anymore.
and i dont know how i feel about it.
when im out at parties and with friends, i love it.
but when im by myself, i have this huge lump in my throat that wont go away.
i dont know why its there, all i know is i want it to stop.
i cant even explain whats running through my head.
i miss my best friend, britney.
i miss my boys of summer.. doman, harla, baldwin, sellors..
i miss craig.
and as much as i hate to admit it, i miss joe.
so much.
god, please let me get past this soon.
thank you for making me as trong person,
but please, im begging you,
dont make this hurt so much anymore.