SHE'S DRUNK AGAIN!!
my mother is so damned annoying.
she brings something up, i say "okay, I'll take care of it" and then when I do what I said I would, she says I did the wrong thing. Well then, I ask, Why did you tell me to do what I did. I don't like...listen for the sake of being bored. I listen to listen and do, so you won't bitch at me. Than she says I need to get a job, well, thats grand because magically I have one. Actually, I have two, one just doesn't start until August when I get back to school. So she gives me this information to call another job, which, I would actually like to do, tutoring for the summer ($25.00 an hour) and she says I need to call there. Well, I will, tomorrow, when it's not 1030pm. Duh! Now my only thought is, I work at Michaels already, isn't that supposed to be my first priority? I mean, it'll be here for the breaks for school and probably every other weekend if I want it. So I mean, I should focus on that, where as this summer tutoring thing is..>MAGICALLY< summer hours only. Supposedly they will consider me to be a subsitute, which would be great but I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate kids. Like, with a passion. I don't even want my own, why in the world would I want to work with them for 8 hours a day? I don't know. I said I would call there tomorrow, and she proceeds to tell me to call there. I JUST TOLD YOU I WOULD!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!! So then she says that this tutoring thing will also be there for next summer, UM HELLO! I could be living in London as early as June 11. (only than because Jen's wedding is the 10th and I won't miss that.) Now granted, there is a possibility that I will be here til August, in which case, I would love to have this job again next summer. But there is no garuntee.
SO then she gets into how Liam's making no sacrifices in this move and relationship and I was just like..>NOT AGAIN< she brings this up everytime we talk about out marriage. I'm giving now so he will be able to give later. It's not so easy to get a job here, believe me, he's tried. And when he turned down the one job which had the possibility to bring him here, she said "support him in his decisions." ?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!? What?! Yeah, thats what I thought. I don't get her sometimes. One day she is talking to me about places to have a reception, in May 2006, and the next she is screaming telling me I'm the only one giving. Well, sorry, but thats how it works for us, I don't mind giving everything now, so that later he can give. She gave for Dad when she moved here 10 years ago. She didn't know anyone, she didn't have a job. She wasn't the one who's job was transferring her. I mean c'mon, she can't tell me not to do what she did. And her reasoning is that she has kids, well good, thats a good reason to move. But I don't, which is also a good reason to move now. Before we even consider having kids. I mean, seriously, c'mon be smart Mom. Would you rather that your oldest daughter be depressed and ALONE. Don't you realize that Liam is my soulmate. I mean, I don't get her. She knows how I feel about this. No I'm not exactly thrilled to be moving there, but for now, it's how it's got to be.
sorry...
she brings something up, i say "okay, I'll take care of it" and then when I do what I said I would, she says I did the wrong thing. Well then, I ask, Why did you tell me to do what I did. I don't like...listen for the sake of being bored. I listen to listen and do, so you won't bitch at me. Than she says I need to get a job, well, thats grand because magically I have one. Actually, I have two, one just doesn't start until August when I get back to school. So she gives me this information to call another job, which, I would actually like to do, tutoring for the summer ($25.00 an hour) and she says I need to call there. Well, I will, tomorrow, when it's not 1030pm. Duh! Now my only thought is, I work at Michaels already, isn't that supposed to be my first priority? I mean, it'll be here for the breaks for school and probably every other weekend if I want it. So I mean, I should focus on that, where as this summer tutoring thing is..>MAGICALLY< summer hours only. Supposedly they will consider me to be a subsitute, which would be great but I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate kids. Like, with a passion. I don't even want my own, why in the world would I want to work with them for 8 hours a day? I don't know. I said I would call there tomorrow, and she proceeds to tell me to call there. I JUST TOLD YOU I WOULD!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!! So then she says that this tutoring thing will also be there for next summer, UM HELLO! I could be living in London as early as June 11. (only than because Jen's wedding is the 10th and I won't miss that.) Now granted, there is a possibility that I will be here til August, in which case, I would love to have this job again next summer. But there is no garuntee.
SO then she gets into how Liam's making no sacrifices in this move and relationship and I was just like..>NOT AGAIN< she brings this up everytime we talk about out marriage. I'm giving now so he will be able to give later. It's not so easy to get a job here, believe me, he's tried. And when he turned down the one job which had the possibility to bring him here, she said "support him in his decisions." ?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!? What?! Yeah, thats what I thought. I don't get her sometimes. One day she is talking to me about places to have a reception, in May 2006, and the next she is screaming telling me I'm the only one giving. Well, sorry, but thats how it works for us, I don't mind giving everything now, so that later he can give. She gave for Dad when she moved here 10 years ago. She didn't know anyone, she didn't have a job. She wasn't the one who's job was transferring her. I mean c'mon, she can't tell me not to do what she did. And her reasoning is that she has kids, well good, thats a good reason to move. But I don't, which is also a good reason to move now. Before we even consider having kids. I mean, seriously, c'mon be smart Mom. Would you rather that your oldest daughter be depressed and ALONE. Don't you realize that Liam is my soulmate. I mean, I don't get her. She knows how I feel about this. No I'm not exactly thrilled to be moving there, but for now, it's how it's got to be.
sorry...