it isnt messy. its beautiful. its amazing. its perfect, in all of its confusion. watching the breakdown and remembering how hard it hurts to hit rock bottom. remembering that there wasnt anyone there for me but you and thinking to myself how fucking lucky i am in so many ways. youre the most strong and beautiful person i will ever meet whitnee. i couldnt ask for anything more. and now all of our loose ends are tied. everything that was broken is fixed. today i wake up knowing that no matter what, everything is going to be okay. no matter what. and i look over at you two, tangled together, not even being able to tell where you start and he ends and i cant think of anything more beautiful than that. and even though he probably wont remember any of it, somewhere deep inside of him, he will never forget that. never.
im not sure if i'm making any sense right now. i have a lot to say and i cant type fast enough.
bottom line, i couldnt ask for anything better than our friendship. than being able to say that we cheated death and we did it together.
its beautiful.
its amazing.
its perfect, in all of its confusion.
watching the breakdown and remembering how hard it hurts to hit rock bottom. remembering that there wasnt anyone there for me but you and thinking to myself how fucking lucky i am in so many ways. youre the most strong and beautiful person i will ever meet whitnee. i couldnt ask for anything more.
and now all of our loose ends are tied.
everything that was broken is fixed.
today i wake up knowing that no matter what, everything is going to be okay. no matter what. and i look over at you two, tangled together, not even being able to tell where you start and he ends and i cant think of anything more beautiful than that. and even though he probably wont remember any of it, somewhere deep inside of him, he will never forget that. never.
im not sure if i'm making any sense right now.
i have a lot to say and i cant type fast enough.
bottom line,
i couldnt ask for anything better than our friendship.
than being able to say that we cheated death
and we did it together.
i'm content.
just... content.
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