smite me o mighty smiter

[beautifulchaos6]

ive come to realize something, im a bitter shrew. i tend to hate every thing and one. im not tolerant, i have no patience, im really iratable and irritating. wow, how wonderful. im a brat. great isnt it. what u hate is waht u are

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[got_karma]

baby no your not. any of it. I dont care what you would say in contrqadiction of this. NO. so what if youve been off lately. so have I. it happens. you will get through it. WE will get through it together. extremely soon i am going to take your parents offer on moving in. there is something to look forward to. Im not going to let anything get screwed up this time. Im really sorry prom got fucked up I tried the hardest I could. Im going to help you with your stat the best that i can. and together with my help you will pass. I dont care if i have to spend the night at your house everynight (not that i wouldnt enjoy it) i will find excuses. if i have to i will take up permanent residence early. You are going to fullfill all the things that your parents said you never would. you will rise above them. And even if you dont graduate. IM NOT GOING TO LEAVE YOU. you are not going to be alone because im not leaving you. not now. not then. not later. If you ever have any thought of just ending it CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!! i dont care if im at work, in the shower, at school, or if tis 2am. CALLLLLLL MEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! yuo know you can talk to me about anything. i am here for you. anything you need or want. "I can be your hero baby, I can take away the pain, You take my breath away" (god i love that song.)

I love you baby. never forget that.

[got_karma]

things get fucked up all the time. dont worry about it. its just that it seems like everything i go near gets fucked up im tired of it.

[got_karma]

DAMNIT. yes im going to worry about it. look at me. everything i touch goes to shit. you think im not tired of that. i am. i broke down to you the other day. i think i owe you a box of tissues. but ya know what. you help me to see the small amount of light that there is left. THERE IS LIGHT LEFT. now damnit im not going to sit here and read about you talking about killing yourself and not be concerned about it. I CARE ABOUT YOU. GET OVER IT.