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I want to control things with my mind. Ive been thinking about it so much that ive tricked myself into thinking it WILL, eventually, happen. Spent the last few days in Portland looking for jobs. Saw a ltlle bit-o dj 'p' at the red sea. Good stuff. Ditched out on girl though. i'm a fucking jerk. I miss everybody. Ive been so fucking busy that there really isnt time for much. I just want to get situated in portland so i can rest my mind and my body. I need to go to the beach and max the fuck out. I havnt been there once this summer and that angers me. I need to eliminate my knowledge of money. I need to know it never exists. I spent 120 bucks in 2 days on nothing. Damn! Well, good night all. This is all pointless crap but im going to post it anyways. Jam.