i come undone, oh yes i do.
wow, i haven't updated in forever.
august for the most part, was my relaxing month because i had no committments except the occasional soccer practice & a tourny one weekend.
then on the 21st i went to fire island for the week. see, when i was little we used to rent a house in kismet for about a week and we went every summer for a few years. i have so many memories there and i always loved going there. i seriously do not think there is a better place than fire island, and i have been to many places. it is just so laid back and relaxing and it is a totally different world. not once did i miss the computer, cars, going out, and i feel kindof bad about this, but i hardly missed my friends because angela came with me for 2 days and then i ended up meeting up with her in ocean beach for 2 days and i knew everyone else just would have brought drama or something. i enjoyed being around my family and just being able to be alone in such an amazing place. my little cousins came for most of the week so it was good to see them, they were adorable, when they weren't crying lol. so i basically just like went to the beach, ran, ate, talked, laughed, tanned (which i lost btw), and rode around town. we are definitely going back next summer, i really want to stay for a month, but even just a week again would be amazing.
so then i got back & preseason started right away. two a days for 4 days and it kicked my ass, but for me at least, it paid off because i made jv. varsity of course is my ultimate goal, but in reality i was just hoping to make jv, which i did so hopefully i will play. tomorrow we have a scrimmage against the jv2 team i think. and its in the middle of the day which sucks because if its nice out i wanted to go to the beach, but whatever i guess.
so this past week, the weather has been so freakin crappy! it rained and rained, and it was pretty chilly all week. but it was almost better that way for soccer because it wasn't blazing hot.
yesterday i decided i was going to do something that night because i didn't have soccer this morning. so me & angela were planning on going to the movies to see world trade center, but the weather was really bad and stuff so she just said i could go to her house and sleepover so i did. we played some ddr and played taboo with her brother & his friends who are fresh meat =P and we talked and stuff. she was supposed to have kickline stuff this morning but it was cancelled so i just stayed over and we hung out and went to the park bar x and went through the woods. i got stung by a bee =( i screamed because i had no idea what it was and it hurt so freakin bad omg. i hadn't gotten stung by a bee in a while. anyway, we went to cold stone creamery and got ice cream then we brought her dog to the park and saw a bunch of other doggies. speaking of dogs, i got a puppy! he is the most adorable thing ever & i love him so so so much! we named him oliver aka ollie and he's a miniature poodle. but anyway, then we went back to angela's and heather called to ask us if we would go to jimmy's block party so we said we would so we walked over there and stayed for like an hour because i knew like no one and there were skanky people there. people we didn't know jimmy was still friends with came with like those gross 5000 oz. beer cans and vodka and pot and whatever else and they were being sluts and stuff so i was like um yeah i don't really wanna stay here lol. so we went back to angela's and watched this 9/11 thing on discovery, it was like REALLY interesting. then i finally came home lol
idk why, but i'm in a weird mood right now. i am interested for school to start, yet i don't want summer to end. people are being weird lately and i just wish things didn't have to change in the way they do/are. i want to be in control, but i can't all the time because i can't control other people. i just wish i could be sure things are happening for the better because i don't want bad. i really don't know what the hell i want and i think that is what makes me the most angry and confused. hopefully tomorrow will be a good day and something will happen to bring up my mood, even though the past few days have been good with angela but idk just something is weird.
well have a good back to school everyone!
picture update with lots of pictures soon, hopefully =)
nighty night<33
august for the most part, was my relaxing month because i had no committments except the occasional soccer practice & a tourny one weekend.
then on the 21st i went to fire island for the week. see, when i was little we used to rent a house in kismet for about a week and we went every summer for a few years. i have so many memories there and i always loved going there. i seriously do not think there is a better place than fire island, and i have been to many places. it is just so laid back and relaxing and it is a totally different world. not once did i miss the computer, cars, going out, and i feel kindof bad about this, but i hardly missed my friends because angela came with me for 2 days and then i ended up meeting up with her in ocean beach for 2 days and i knew everyone else just would have brought drama or something. i enjoyed being around my family and just being able to be alone in such an amazing place. my little cousins came for most of the week so it was good to see them, they were adorable, when they weren't crying lol. so i basically just like went to the beach, ran, ate, talked, laughed, tanned (which i lost btw), and rode around town. we are definitely going back next summer, i really want to stay for a month, but even just a week again would be amazing.
so then i got back & preseason started right away. two a days for 4 days and it kicked my ass, but for me at least, it paid off because i made jv. varsity of course is my ultimate goal, but in reality i was just hoping to make jv, which i did so hopefully i will play. tomorrow we have a scrimmage against the jv2 team i think. and its in the middle of the day which sucks because if its nice out i wanted to go to the beach, but whatever i guess.
so this past week, the weather has been so freakin crappy! it rained and rained, and it was pretty chilly all week. but it was almost better that way for soccer because it wasn't blazing hot.
yesterday i decided i was going to do something that night because i didn't have soccer this morning. so me & angela were planning on going to the movies to see world trade center, but the weather was really bad and stuff so she just said i could go to her house and sleepover so i did. we played some ddr and played taboo with her brother & his friends who are fresh meat =P and we talked and stuff. she was supposed to have kickline stuff this morning but it was cancelled so i just stayed over and we hung out and went to the park bar x and went through the woods. i got stung by a bee =( i screamed because i had no idea what it was and it hurt so freakin bad omg. i hadn't gotten stung by a bee in a while. anyway, we went to cold stone creamery and got ice cream then we brought her dog to the park and saw a bunch of other doggies. speaking of dogs, i got a puppy! he is the most adorable thing ever & i love him so so so much! we named him oliver aka ollie and he's a miniature poodle. but anyway, then we went back to angela's and heather called to ask us if we would go to jimmy's block party so we said we would so we walked over there and stayed for like an hour because i knew like no one and there were skanky people there. people we didn't know jimmy was still friends with came with like those gross 5000 oz. beer cans and vodka and pot and whatever else and they were being sluts and stuff so i was like um yeah i don't really wanna stay here lol. so we went back to angela's and watched this 9/11 thing on discovery, it was like REALLY interesting. then i finally came home lol
idk why, but i'm in a weird mood right now. i am interested for school to start, yet i don't want summer to end. people are being weird lately and i just wish things didn't have to change in the way they do/are. i want to be in control, but i can't all the time because i can't control other people. i just wish i could be sure things are happening for the better because i don't want bad. i really don't know what the hell i want and i think that is what makes me the most angry and confused. hopefully tomorrow will be a good day and something will happen to bring up my mood, even though the past few days have been good with angela but idk just something is weird.
well have a good back to school everyone!
picture update with lots of pictures soon, hopefully =)
nighty night<33