Jul 23, 2006 23:06
so on thursday, i broke up with chris. he told me he was moving to florida the next day, so i was just like you know what i am sorry but i am not going to be able to deal with having a boyfriend alot of miles away and never see you because those kind of relationships are always full of crap anyway. shit went down that night that i don't feel like discussing at the moment because now as i am typing this i am talking about this shit with the shithead who did it so i will explain later. this is going to be one nasty mess, but this whore deserves nothing more.
anyway, besides me being on a whirlwind of anger, most things are screwed up now. too much drama and for most of it, i'm in the middle. it sucks like kelsey just needs to get over things is basically it, because her selfishness and childishness are annoying and hurting other people that don't deserve it.
for some reason i am blanking on what i have been doing. mainly hanging out with kelsey and on friday me, kelsey, and corine went shopping. i got 2 shirts from AE and i got panera =] then they both came over my house that night and things were going well, at least so i thought but not so much any more. but we made ties on the sides of our huge t-shirts lol =D
then yesterday i went to the stupidest picnic ever for my dad's company and let's just leave it at that becuase i'd rather not relive the suckiness again. then when i finally got home i went to phil's block party which was fun, except for the whole thing going on in the background between kelsey & corine. jeez this is making me blah just talking about all the crap going on. so i am just hoping, it will be resolved soon because it needs to be since it is all bullshit that is not necessary.
plus the fact that i am sure i am pmsing does not help. i just wish it all would end because it's the summer and i just want it to be stressfree and fun =/
well tomorrow begins the week of lax camp. 9-12, not so bad. i still have basically the whole rest of the day excpet for the fact i have soccer on moday, wednesday, and thursday but still. i hope it's not ridiculously hot and that it can be somewhat fun. however, there is little chance i won't suck =/ ahh it's only a week. i'm gonna finish up talking to some people then i'll probably go to bed. even though i don't have a bed, i now sleep on the couch. when kelsey and corine were over, i was sitting on the bed and kelsey jumped on and the spring like popped and the bed went down to the floor lol. so it's like halfway broken and corine is showing me like a reinactment of one of the plays from her softball game and there was like a dive involved, so what does she do? she forgets my bed just broke like 2 sec ago and lands right on my bed and then it was totally dead. so now i'm getting a new bed, so i guess it works out well =]
update sometime when i don't have a zillion thoughts in my head <33