You're a ray, ray, ray. You're a sunbeam ray...
It's a full harvest moon tonight on Friday the 13th. This won't happen again until 2049.
I smudged my house tonight, am making some moon water and mediated a bit with Mr. Voodoo. I realize I need to let go of my fears and trust in the process. I allow my fears to take control.
9/14/19 @11:25am
I woke up around 5am to get my things from outside and then went back to sleep until around 8am.
I'm feeling so grateful this morning. I took the dogs on a longer walk today. I love my little babies. It's amazing how much they love me for no reason other than I give them food and water and we're around each other every every day. I replied to an email from Shelly. Although they were expensive and my expectations may have been a bit high, I'm so happy to be surrounded by all the dolls she has made me. I feel their energy and I know they guide me and watch over me. Being around them feels very peaceful and calming. Not to mention whatever herbs they are filled with are so fragrant and fill the entire room with the scent - it's heavenly. I messaged Brandon as I always try to do first thing. I'm so happy we've finally found one another. I'm amazed every day that I get to share my life with such an incredible person. I love all we are and am excited to see how we continue to grow on our journey together. I know that this is the person I'm going to spend my life with.
I made some positive energy tea with my moon water. It took a whole pint so I need to be conservative with it, lol. Luckily, I can make more tonight. I could sit in this room all day with my babies watching the clouds roll through a blue sky. I have to get up and be productive though. I need to clean myself up, get out to grab some things and then come back to straighten up.
Although the job didn't work out the way I would have hoped, I know that I'm still on the right path. That environment was toxic and I would have stayed for who knows how much longer if they didn't let me go. I'm so proud of myself for speaking my mind and standing up for what I believe in. I hope that everyone gets what they deserve, whatever that may mean. Everyone deserves their own justice. I'm happy I could bring them a little light in the darkness even if only for a short time. I know they'll find their way.
I'm thankful I have my Mom and Dad to fall back on. In grateful for their financial support. I'm grateful for this beautiful home where I feel I fit right in. I very much think of this as a retreat from the rest of the world; it's my own little sanctuary. I'm excited for Brandon to come and for us to make the house a home filled with love and magic. I know we're going to have bigger and better things, but I'm excited to have this little cozy place where everything will begin. I'm thankful I get to live in this moment.
Let me get the day going 🤪🤪🤪.
Blessed is my house, all who shall enter and everything kept within. Blessed is my family who will always be my home. Blessed is my love that will last through each lifetime and has made my light shine even brighter. Blessed am I for getting to experience each new day and getting to follow the divine path laid out for me. Blessed be.