Nothing more than computerized thoughts
Humph kids, i'm not sure what is my problem at times. My heart feels like it's going to explode at times, i'm not sure from what. Maybe my chest is finally caving in, how awesome is that? Man kids, ya know how f-ing crazy it is to go throughout life knowing that you're affecting everyone's life no matter how my-nute it is. And how we affect those more who are directly related to you (not like brother and sister or like family), like girl/boy friend, friend, or co-worker. The girlfriend thing is the most crazy to me. My lack of dating has kept my eyes closed to the more serious aspects of a relationship. That each day by talking or hanging out with you that you directly affect how they feel, what they do, and how they go about life themself. Sometimes i think i'll never have the answers when it comes to relationships. I guess it all comes with time. All i can do is in the mean time hope i make other's lifes around me happy.