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i am considering becoming a vegetarian. not forever, and not because of animal cruelty. i just want to see if i can, and if it inspires me to eat any healthier. i really want to learn to cook with tofu. it is so deliciousss :). i haven't had any meat for the past three days so far. we'll see how long it lasts. i'm pretty sure i won't last long as a vegetarian but i figure why not try? but then i think of summer bbq's and hot dogs and grilled chicken. grrrr.
it's a really weird day out. it's kind of foggy and looks like it should be raining but it's warm and there's a breeze. i can't tell if i like it or not.
i have a counseling meeting at 1:30 and i'm afraid to go. i don't want to tell her what i was up to this past weekend, it's too embarassing. and it's exactly what she advised me not to do anymore. but i know if i'm not honest nothing is going to get better. i considered calling to cancel, but then she called me this morning to change the time, and i didn't cancel for some reason.
i feel almost completely finished with everything i need for critiques. i still need to buy some flowers today to do my still life drawing, and i need to buy wire to finish my wire hand and bottle. i need to organize my drawings and put them in order of the list emily brown gave us. ceramics is all done, thank god. i went in on monday to glaze my big piece and i don't even care how it came out. i really really don't. my ceramics teacher is such a bitch. i was very honest about that when i filled out her end of semester evaluation form. haha.
i think i'm moving out of here next wednesday. i'm going to keep a blanket and pillow here for keenan and i to sleep after the andrew bird show on friday. i think i'm skipping out on chk chk chk because i could use an extra 16 bucks and because i want to see emily. tommy owes me 16 for his ticket, too. god i need money so bad.
the dishes keep piling up in here....i'm taking most of them home with me tomorrow. i can survive on take out for my 2 days of critiques next week. i've been dreaming about general tso's tofu ever since i had it last week with daniel boos. and scallion pancakes.
next year seems scary. starting a major. and i need to have a job during the school year. what do i do when i go home for christmas? take a month off? will they let me do that? and when i leave in the summer, will they let me do that? i hate living in two places. it fucking sucks.
i also need to confirm my job for this summer. that would be a good idea. if i don't get that one, i'm pretty sure it's back to earning $7.50 at Rave. Keenan starts his internship soon. i'm jealous of him. he has a real job. and gets paid well for it. i hate working. gah.
time for counseling meeting. wish me luck!
it's a really weird day out. it's kind of foggy and looks like it should be raining but it's warm and there's a breeze. i can't tell if i like it or not.
i have a counseling meeting at 1:30 and i'm afraid to go. i don't want to tell her what i was up to this past weekend, it's too embarassing. and it's exactly what she advised me not to do anymore. but i know if i'm not honest nothing is going to get better. i considered calling to cancel, but then she called me this morning to change the time, and i didn't cancel for some reason.
i feel almost completely finished with everything i need for critiques. i still need to buy some flowers today to do my still life drawing, and i need to buy wire to finish my wire hand and bottle. i need to organize my drawings and put them in order of the list emily brown gave us. ceramics is all done, thank god. i went in on monday to glaze my big piece and i don't even care how it came out. i really really don't. my ceramics teacher is such a bitch. i was very honest about that when i filled out her end of semester evaluation form. haha.
i think i'm moving out of here next wednesday. i'm going to keep a blanket and pillow here for keenan and i to sleep after the andrew bird show on friday. i think i'm skipping out on chk chk chk because i could use an extra 16 bucks and because i want to see emily. tommy owes me 16 for his ticket, too. god i need money so bad.
the dishes keep piling up in here....i'm taking most of them home with me tomorrow. i can survive on take out for my 2 days of critiques next week. i've been dreaming about general tso's tofu ever since i had it last week with daniel boos. and scallion pancakes.
next year seems scary. starting a major. and i need to have a job during the school year. what do i do when i go home for christmas? take a month off? will they let me do that? and when i leave in the summer, will they let me do that? i hate living in two places. it fucking sucks.
i also need to confirm my job for this summer. that would be a good idea. if i don't get that one, i'm pretty sure it's back to earning $7.50 at Rave. Keenan starts his internship soon. i'm jealous of him. he has a real job. and gets paid well for it. i hate working. gah.
time for counseling meeting. wish me luck!