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May 08, 2007 14:52

confused.

summer is soon.

i need to figure out my job situation and i need to get over the fact that i absolutely hate working. because i love shopping and eating out too much not to work. i need to stop checking the time every five minutes when i work. because then it goes really slow. i always feel like i need to be somewhere else other than where i am.

i don't know how i feel about this past year. i can't really say i met a lot of people and had 'the college experience'. i made a few good friends who i can rely on, but that's about it. i am thankful for that much. next year will be even weirder because everybody will be living all over the city. i'll feel like i'm living on my own but just attending classes somewhere. i don't feel like i belong to a community. i don't know that i really care either.

i am looking forward to seeing chk chk chk with cassie and tommy and hopefully kristen, andrew bird with keenan, and kings of leon with lots of people. i love live music. i will spend all my extra money on it if i have to.

i'm missing emily's going away party :/ . i was really looking forward to that. why is it that for a while i have no plans and nothing to do then all of a sudden all my plans overlap. always happens. i will miss her over the summer.

i feel like everytime i write in this thing i do an update on my hair. but seriously it got so long. i don't realize it until i look at pictures. i need to trim it so it will grow more. i need pocahontas hair for halloween next year :) so excited!

gahhh i am so excited to live in our house, too. even though i don't know three of the girls too well yet, i think we'll get along fine. i'm so so excited. it will be like the real world. hopefully when it actually comes time to live there it will be all i am hoping it will be.

i need to stop drinking so much. i am like fucking girls gone wild when i drink. it's fun at the time but then i look back on it the next day and i'm like, shit. i embarass myself most of the time. but i just can't help it. i like to drink.

keenan is coming in on a train and we will go to rittenhouse and sit on a blanket. and i will probably get hungry which will result in going to eat too. i'm hungry right now actually, but i will wait.

this post is so stupid! what am i thinking.
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