Some thoughts

[beatlesrule69]

With seemingly everybody from the graduating class of 2002 getting married, the pressure is on for us to grow up and settle down. People feel this pressure whether they are in a relationship that doesn't seem to progress anywhere, or freshly single, or even those that feel as if they have been cursed with an eternally single existance

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Re: hey

[beatlesrule69]

My blog was meant more as a look at people and love life in general, not mine at all. I am aware the feelings fade, I was just using mine as an example of how irrational emotions can be. Was I aware of how I felt? Certainly not. Only by self-realization after years of being uncomfortable when the subject of my friend's bf was brought up did I know that there was something there.

The irrationality of emotions goes far beyond that too. Could it have been (as this blog seems to have implied) that I have a deep romantic interest in her? Could it be that after the years of our friendship, I am cautious as a brother would be of a little sister who was dating someone? There is no real way for me to know which, just that I know that it must be deep for it to be such a subconcious feeling. Perhaps in a couple years, I will know where I stand on the issue because right now, as I tried to imply, I do not know.

(And I do know there are days when I won't feel in love or will be angry at the person, I was at Kyle and Krista's wedding and I did hear the message the pastor gave)