It's been AGES
I get this very uneasy, indifferent feeling in the pit of my stomach when I come to this here Livejournal. It takes me back to 2005 and the early days of just my Derek and I. I got butterflies reading my old entries about us making pineapple upside down cakes and watching Grease 2. We were so young it seems and SOOOO unBELIEVABLY IN LOVE. I miss those times because those times were really special. I mean, they STARTED us and made me realize what true love is and what being in love for the first time is like. Those times are what created our SON<3 that we have now.
I LOVE how my info says that I'm 17. heehee. I am going to keep it like that for life, just so I will always remember and know how old I was when this was made. Ugh, I will be 20 next month and I swear, I feel ancient! =P
I just know that I am SO happy I have my son and that me and Derek are as in LOVE as we were back then. I will have my Dereks' forever and always and they're ALL I need. ;) I love them. And I say this alot, and I will say it again... but NOTHING in this universe is better than being a mom.
MUAH!
Love.