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Today was our last regular school day. It made me soo sad. One of my best friends almost made me cry. She was on the verge of tears while she was signing my yearbook. I wish we didn't have class and we could have just talked all period. She helped me get through Spanish 3. I wouldn't have been able to do it w/o her. We had random locker room chats. I'm just gonna miss highschool altogether. I was so willing to get out but now I don't really want to leave. I'm never going to see half of my friends ever again. They helped me get through High school. I'm very thankful for that. Today has been a very contemplative day for me. But i'm glad I had it. This is just one chapter of my life that has ended. and another one is beginning. I don't know if I want to go to Gwinnett Tech anymore. My plan was after Gwinnett Tech I'd join the Coast Guard. Well now I want to go straight to the CG. I feel that's what God has planned for me. It just hit me today that I'm goin out into the real world. I'm freakin scared. But we are all entitled to screw up. I need to put my faith in God that he'll guide me and keep me. It's still scary.