thoughts

[bearluver821]

Sometimes people seem to think the worst of others while others do the oppisite. I feel like im one of those people who just dont care. People who think the worst of others can only take bad paths in life and eventually end up in a bottomless bit of doom and dispare(sp?). The same goes for the other extreme. If someone thinks too highly of people, then they will be taken advantage and be thrown into the same pit as mentioned with the previous victim(sp?). Then come those who dont care, like me. I feel that if you dont think anything of others until you get to know them, then things will be well. This thought may seem cruel, but its not and if one thinks about it, the idea will make sense. I like people, I view all that I know as friends and none an enemys, at least thats what I try to do. Sometimes its hard just to adjust to other people, especially when they all are thinking of a generalization of you. This is where its hard not to care, if one doesent care about what the others are thinking, then the ones who thing everyone else is bad will think worse of you and the other extreme will think bad of you. This is when one opens up and attemps to show what one is truely like. This is also the other part where shit hits the fan. When people are put in close proximity for long periods of time, they being to act differently. They become another person, for the most part. They begin to lose there will and soon do and say things that they may regret. This is when people like myself begin to distance themselves away from the group, I try to keep as far away from everyone as possible becuase I know that once this is done, if I come across these certain individuals again they will not be the same people that I have become aquainted with.

or we can skip all the complicated stuff, fuck everyone and just have fun ^^