totally randomness but hey rather amusing??
hahahah okay so i'm sitting here at work with absolutely nothing to do. okay so maybe that is a total lie... i do have work to do but i am wayyyyy too lazy to actually get up out of this comfortable chair for two seconods to go bring that damn cart down :: yes i'm at the library working :) :: anyway, so derrick and i were supposed to chill last night after i got out work... funny thing is i told him i would be out of work by eleven and i was... for once... it was funny because my boss never lets us leave early.. luckily the restaurant is closing down for two weeks for renovations and so he was being nice and DRUNK hahaha and let us leave half n hour early. i was like SCORE. anyway, i took off from there tonight and i am going out with derrick. he called me yesterday when i was at school and i was like woahhh... and i called him back in none the less the girls bathroom... i feel so childish when i say i had to go to the bathroom to call him... almost as if it were something illegal. moving on, he called to see if i wanted to do something after school but naturally i have work so i said afterwards and asked him to call me at like eleven when i get out. of course i lied because i don't get out of work until eleven thirty but for some reason i said eleven and sure enough he called, like he promised, which he never does even if he does promise, and i was like call me back because i was vacuuming and my boss was right there. anyway, he never called back and so i got pissy but whatever and i came home, relaxed, went on line for a bit and then i tried to sleep hahaha not successful. i bought a new ring tone in the process. i'd rather by luther vandross :) ::sigh:: and then bammm... all of a sudden right when i'm about to nod out my phone rings and i'm half asleep by then and i don't know why but jumped to answer as if i knew it was important... i guess in my sleep i recognized his ringtone and i wanted to talk to him so badly... and he was madd tired but he stayed awake to talk to me for about two hours and let me tell you it was rather nice. we talked about everything including everything that has been bugging me for the past idk sixteen years of my life. and i told him about the honor society inductions that my family can't make and so i don't go to and how last year michael went to them and how he's being a douche... and out of no where he says that he wants to know when and where these inductions are because he's going to come. as long as i'm walking across something or standing for recognition he wants to be there.. i almost cried... and then he said that because i was walking there prob from the library that he'd walk with me.. wtf he never walks anywhere and then we got into this whole memory lane trip about last summer and how he walked four miles to just come play football with me... wtf... he must like me right? but we talked for a minute and it was sooo nice to just talk to him the way we used to. and we talked about us again. and now i really think i understand where he's coming from about waiting to be official and taking it day by day. we are both so afraid of losing one another and the special friendship that we have that rushing into a relationship is the worst possible thing. if it really is meant to work then it will take time and we have plenty of time. i want to wait as well because i don't want it to be another mikey. i told him straight up that i was thinking about us and if we could ever work and he admitted to thinking the same thing... and we decided to take it slow. and then i asked if i could date other people... and he just asked if that's what i really wanted to do... hahahahaha and maybe i do but i really just want to see what happens in life and i asked him if he would date other people and he's like well imma chill with ma people and shit and i was like yeah that's fine and i mean he's free to hook up with whomever he wants and i told him that as well... but i said then i am too... so we both agreed that ... we have some claim over one another. we're not something but we're not nothing. and so that is that. tonight we are going out to dinner and a movie i think :) sorry to bore you but i thought that was some pretty good news. ooohhh btw i met my sister's boyfriend and i rather like him. yeah. so this week was bad but good at the same time. weird right?? hahaha and boston college is looking so damn good right now.. hahahahhaa.... dammit! and yeah. carry on.