Redifined Outlook

Oct 19, 2004 11:16

Have you ever just had the worst possible feeling about how your life is going? Well i did. For like the last week or so everything that isnt going according to my perfect life schedule has been coming to my mind and really just making me sad. I almost feel like I havent been myself. For example; my car which is like the hub to my whole life is still broken down, me oweing money to the government for my taxes, me not making enough money period, me not being in college this semester(which is probaly the worst out of all of them), and just all around relationships that i have with people, like i have some really good ones but i sometimes neglect people because i get to caught up in the moment. So basically i just want to keep building and rebuilding some relationships with some of these people that i really do love. Amyways so here is the good part. I wake up this morning and i realized that i felt really really different. So i was like "what the shit" then i actually sat on the edge of my bed and tried to figure out what this feeling was, and then it hit me....I was completely happy for the first time in a long time. It is so weird nothing at all is bothering me right now. Quick someone give me a hug. Anyways i was just informed that i am drinking on saturday so now im that much more happy. xFUCKINSHITYEAHCOREx

P.S I am really bored


This is what i like to call a BEARABOT



This is what happens when i get really sweet
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