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alright this isn't going to be a very exciting entry.. so if you're not in the mood.. just lettin' you know.
I feel like I've totally wasted my summer.
Everyday it's like this...
-Get up around 12-3.
-Nobody's home... I don't have anybody to hang out with (especially when fox was in tennessee)
-So I get on the computer and switch back and forth from ( Read more... )
Don't worry. You have almost half a summer left! I know what you mean by wasting it...but that isn't entirely your fault. At our age, we can't exactly get rides and everything.
I feel like I haven't seen a lot of my friends this summer, too. We all complain about how bored we are and how much free time we have but...do we ever get plan anything? Nope. We should though...because these days I feel like everyone is distant, when they really aren't that far away.
I had plans for the summer too that never happened, but there is still time. Sometimes it is hard to think positive, but if you pretend to be positive... it sometimes works.
Oh, by the way, you aren't a loser. I agree with everything that Tami said up there. I've always known that you were this creative person with a lot of potential, but you probably don't believe that all the time. I don't think you're just the nice girl who makes movies, you're more than that. It's hard to explain... I can tell you have a deeper side perhaps that you might not always express ...but that's ok. You are Kara, so stop thinking you are a loser.
I wonder about myself too... people always see me as "shy" and "nice" and "smart" but that's not all I want to be. I hate it...that's how they always view me...sometimes it is hard to figure out...idk. I'm confusing myself.
I wonder those things too...why DO things cost money? That exact question. But then there is like... how come we...well. I cant even put my own questions into words. But I know what you mean.
Sometiems I start writing an entry and it gets too confusing for myself and I have to stop, because I can't explain myself. This whole comment seems like a mess to me...but I can't delete it. Maybe it'll help you.
It's tough...this is the time we are suppose to be finding ourselves...defining who we are. They say our real life doesn't happen until after college...but why do we have to waste so much tiem to get there?
So...just know you aren't the only one who is confused...and I'm here if you need me. I love and care about you Karara, and I hope you know that.
from your lovely friend,
Jenna
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