Stupid idiot
Well..yet again, i apologise. I don't know what it is with me and how i manage to do it to myself!
So emilies was rele good, had lots of chats, dressed up in army gear, played table tennis (which i SUCK at!), ate a prawn, caused cafuffles about prawns, watched burgers and things be cooked, drank some vodka with some coke...and somehow ended up fucked! I honeslty didnt think i drank that much, but maybe it was 2 glasses of white wine mixed with the vodkas that did it, pushed me ova the top as some would say. I bought a small bottle of vodka, i drank some, helen drank some and then im not sure what happened to it but i dont think it was me, i rele dont, plus 4 maybe 5 cigarettes went missing. I probably did sumthing stupid with them and like decided to hide them for fun. Or swim in it, something ridiculous like that. Who knows! Errr...yer so after this i remember nothing, i dont remember getting in my car to go home, i dont remember anything. Apparently i was a little bit sick in the car :-S My parents i thought were the sort of people that are proper strict about things like that but actually i told my mum this morning, that i was sorry and all this shizzle and she laughed! She said it's pretty good that im nearer 18 and i get drunk than like 14, little does she know. She said it happens to everyone, she's just pleased i had people there to support me etcetera. Think shes a bit worried bout reading now ooops.
So yer, this is the last time i think, that i will apologise but i rele am sorry. I do sorta feel like ive lost the little dignity i had, and im just sorry u guys had to help, well didnt have to but u get my larky. Maybe next time i talk to any of u guys u could clear a few things up for me :S apparently i went to sleep too, and tora turned up, i do not remember these things. T E R R I B L E!
Anyway im sorta feeling it big time today, still, almost 24 hours later, and i think i should go watch tv now.x