Apr 27, 2005 21:45
Hello all. Its like lately so many people have been put into my situation. Alone and looking. I know how most of you feel its only natural to feel that way but there one thing you need to notice is that there is probably someone there who would love to be your significant other. You are just to caught up in stupid reasons not to be with that person. You need to try to look beyond petty flaws and truly see that person. So hes not you ideal guy so what hes not perfection. Just think that to him you are the most perfect person int the world. There is someone like that for everyone i mean EVERYONE. You just might not see him or you might but he is having trouble making a move. Remember to that person you are perfection so excuse him if he has trouble finding the balls to make the first move.
Well now that thats over and done with I can go on to something different. Lately I have been feeling quite empty. Its really strange I havent had any emotion, I dont know whats wrong with me. Its been so love since ive truly felt happy, sad, or any unforced emotion. I have just I dont know felt neutral. It was fun at the start you know numb to emotion, but i dont know it not any more. I want to feel the joy of being around someone I like. Even if that mean having the sadness that comes with it. I am willing to deal with it because i know for that short while I was truly happy. The End