As if there wasnt enough on my mind already!!
Ahh im in the biggest mental battle ive been in for a while! I have no idea what to. Today person came by while i was at work that I would have been glad to have never seen again in my life. I was so fucking angry at that person, but when i saw her. I dont know what came over me i couldnt be mad at her. I was so angry with myself. Well i talked to her for a while, and i dont know what happened. You know it always tends to be like this and only with her. She asked if she could call me and i said yes. And well when i was out she called. Now this is where i start fighting with myself. Should I call her or not. There is a part of me that says fuck no, and another part that says yes. I know that it would only be to talk because I would never want a relationship with her. But see if i just talk to her how do i know if old feeling will arrive again.
So I have a question should I talk to her again?
So I have a question should I talk to her again?