wheres the reaper?
so...ive been told in a round about way that i need to update..... ;) and i must say that i agree. brian came and went. we had an amazing time.....being crazy tourists...and just being crazy. kevin was here too....that was cool, cause i havent seen him since..well...prolly high school. still hating the job...and looking for another one..just my luck that they love me and theyre really cool and someone who is already doing the job also applies...grrrr...but atleast now i have found the job i want to start at...just waiting for the darn posting...then i have to go back to captain jack...that relationship has smoothed over somewhat...atleast hes being nice..ill take what i can get. sometimes i still fear that i wont ever get out of the store...what if i am really destined to be there forever.....i know deep down thats not the case, and i am capable of just about anything....but come on already...how much can one person take....i talked to my friends at porter square yesterday...it was great to hear from everyone...its nice to be missed and know that people are thinking about me..."i was just thinking about you...your cell phone number is still up here...." it was great talking to tina and gwen and hear what theyre up to...good to know that theyre happy...it was funny actually....gwen and i were talking about how happy we are (as oppose to how much life sucks...the usual conversation) and that we were almost too happy..."wheres the reaper?" yep..hear ya on that one....but for now im just enjoying being happy all the time...i could get used to that.....other than the job thing...but...i know its a stepping stone...and im so damn happy about everything else....brian..the city....the bridge, that no matter how many times i see it, it still manages to take my breath away......brian...(i think i already mentioned him...but it just doesnt seem like enough....come on..anyone who will listen to your plans of owning the gap and relocating the corporate office to the marin headlands so you have a view of the golden gate bridge everyday is definitely a keeper) anyway...i think thats it for now.....woohoo....update....