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Time to unwind. Sorry if i dont make any sense.
Seems like for the past few posts months ago, I've been talking about studies studies studies soccer soccer soccer. Ah yes, it really sucks to be struggling with your studies, having to worry bout getting all passes and being the top 80% to retain my 4H2s. Sounds easy huh, top 80%. In VJ, everyone is mugger which makes me feel like giving up at times. With only one more paper left for promos, I keep asking myself, why am i going through this for? To get good grades then good uni then good career? Life is like a never ending cycle, things just go on and on. When you think you're on a high level already, things just get even harder. I feel like im floating through life now, just going with the flow and meeting demands and expectations from everywhere.
After a real hectic and frustrating and unpleasant 9 months in 2010, Ive finally realised that ultimately what i really yearn for is........ But the more you long for it, the more unreachable it will be. Envy is the word, people.
I just wanna get these 2 years over and done with.
Seems like for the past few posts months ago, I've been talking about studies studies studies soccer soccer soccer. Ah yes, it really sucks to be struggling with your studies, having to worry bout getting all passes and being the top 80% to retain my 4H2s. Sounds easy huh, top 80%. In VJ, everyone is mugger which makes me feel like giving up at times. With only one more paper left for promos, I keep asking myself, why am i going through this for? To get good grades then good uni then good career? Life is like a never ending cycle, things just go on and on. When you think you're on a high level already, things just get even harder. I feel like im floating through life now, just going with the flow and meeting demands and expectations from everywhere.
After a real hectic and frustrating and unpleasant 9 months in 2010, Ive finally realised that ultimately what i really yearn for is........ But the more you long for it, the more unreachable it will be. Envy is the word, people.
I just wanna get these 2 years over and done with.