Temporary
Its amazing, yet scary how time flies so quickly, even faster when i was still in anderson. Everything that has been happening for the past few months doesnt even contain 10% of awesomeness. from studies, to cca, to the different relationships, goodness. By God's grace that ive managed to survive. Sometimes i really wonder why is it so hard for me to excel in anything, its like im struggling in everything now. Failing every single test and going for every soccer training like as though im faced with a giant. Rahhhh. but at least it keeps me distracted from other .... hmmmmm...... emotional stuff (LOL).
At the end of the day, all im really aiming for, is good grades for As, a place in the school team and of course, the champhionship title :) which the vjsg09/10 team did! so proud of them, it was a really a match to remember, a team to look up to, a spirit everyone part of vjsg should have. Without them, i wonder how life in VJ would be, a piece of shit maybe.
hey there,
Im sorry that im feeling this way. I really cant help it. It's just too tiring trying to cover up by deceiving myself every single time. I really thought i could go on this way probably till God answers my prayer. But no, Ive overestimated my will. When you told me not to, yes i was shocked, but at the same time it kept me thinking what made you say that and why did you even emphasize on that. Just wanna assure you, that as much as I would like to, i wont. Cos i'll never allow myself to do so. bear with me. And, thank you for all the good times even though its altogether a different status and intention. Temporary.
At the end of the day, all im really aiming for, is good grades for As, a place in the school team and of course, the champhionship title :) which the vjsg09/10 team did! so proud of them, it was a really a match to remember, a team to look up to, a spirit everyone part of vjsg should have. Without them, i wonder how life in VJ would be, a piece of shit maybe.
hey there,
Im sorry that im feeling this way. I really cant help it. It's just too tiring trying to cover up by deceiving myself every single time. I really thought i could go on this way probably till God answers my prayer. But no, Ive overestimated my will. When you told me not to, yes i was shocked, but at the same time it kept me thinking what made you say that and why did you even emphasize on that. Just wanna assure you, that as much as I would like to, i wont. Cos i'll never allow myself to do so. bear with me. And, thank you for all the good times even though its altogether a different status and intention. Temporary.