You know who is the chosen few? Me and Nathan, my mother, his mother, his brother, and Sara. They get to hear about all the shit that's going on. It's FAMILY that knows about it. I'm not trying to start some sort of popularity contest within friends or make anyone feel left out. I'm just saying that everyone I've really been dealing with lately and talking to and who've been helping us out - aka his family and mine - knows what's going on. And that's about the end of the list
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I was frustrated, because you and I handle long-distance friendships very different ways, but I'd pretty much gotten over it and accepted that we just weren't ever going to be close. It was the phrasing you used in this entry that made it seem like something more than that. It felt like you were bluntly reminding those of us who unfortunately can't be there with you that because we're so far away, we can't be a part of your life. And it fucking hurt. Because I tried and tried and tried to keep up with your life and to be your friend, and you didn't have the time or the interest for that, I'm really not sure which. I'm not mad--I'm just really hurt. I put so much effort into being friends with you because you're an amazing person and you seemed to be worth it, and it's resulted in absolutely nothing
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*hug* Glad to hear that you're so spoiled blessed and moreso, that you realize it and appreciate it. ^_^
Keep updating when you can! Even 25% is better than nothing. This is more than just a recording of your life for yourself, you know--this is a message board to your friends, letting us know at least a little of what's going on. I know *I* wouldn't complain if you elaborated on anything you listed!
hey it's cool that you don't put down your life day by day on the livejournal, hell i don't really update mine. I don't mind, I just like to know that you are still alive and all, which are what my infrequent updates are all about ^^;. And it is good that you get shit done and do your chores, cause damn when you don't live at home with the folks, no one is going to clean your shit up for you. Oh yeah and screw that guy who tried to make you feel guilty about all this, it's your choice and he needs a life. There I said it I feel better. Damn it.
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I'm really tired of being punished for something I can't control.
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Keep updating when you can! Even 25% is better than nothing. This is more than just a recording of your life for yourself, you know--this is a message board to your friends, letting us know at least a little of what's going on. I know *I* wouldn't complain if you elaborated on anything you listed!
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