May 07, 2004 01:08
a very good friend had a bad accident today. for some reason i'm hesitant to say their name. as if they wouldn't want me blathering about it. so get this. the hospital releases them....but they end up at another hospital that discovers their pelvis is fracture, kidney's bruised and their liver is lacerated. so they're back at the original hospital in a tremendous amount of pain, facing the fact they won't be walking for a month and will need assistance for private things. so i rarely do this, but it's time to break out the praying. we need a speedy recovery here people,...um speedily!
i told james tonight that if a certain plan works out for my friend christine, then we should all do it too and take all the money we make and pay off our friends previous and present medical bills as well as other various bills they owe on. and the beauty part is, if this plan is legit, we could do it in one week. it would total about 9600.00 12800.00 if heather gets in on it. hell we'd might even have enough left over to get them a car. but i'm not getting to geared up...this probably won't work out. it's one of those too good to be true things. and the reason i don't name what it is , is in fear of someone knowing about it and telling us it's a scam. which it probably is. but i'm just going to wait and see what my friend does. i like to postpone my disapointments.
but you know, it really sucks when you have a friend thats in pain and you can't do anything to help. you can' t think of what to say or how to be there for them. you just sit there mind blank and they're crying. you just feel helpless and useless. so of course they want off the phone with you and you just let them go with an "i love you". and they can barely return it cuz they're crying so hard. friend of the year. i just wish i could handle these things better. to be a better friend to those who are super-awesome to me. hmm, now that i read this....does it seem that i'm being selfish?