what a night.....
so, i had to work tonite. which sucked...and we were really busy. plus i was training a new kid, which is crazy on a friday night. we are normally busy enough, and i dont understand why we train people then too. and its frustrating for me, who would just rather get it done and out of the way than to let someone else do it.
on top of all of that, being the only girl cook there, i always feel like i constantly have to prove myself. i dont know why...because i know that i really dont, but i feel like i do. does that make any sense?? anwayys...so, most of the guys there arent mean to me and dont give me a hard time...at least not as bad as what they give the other guys. they know that, being a girl, im more sensitive, and you just cant say the same things to a girl that you can to a guy. but the newest manager, James, said something tonite that really made me mad. i won't go into a long story, but it bruised my ego, pride, and intelligence all at once, and just like that, i was pissed. he tried to say something to me right after, because i know he saw the look i gave him, and i completely ignored him. because when i get mad, i need five minutes alone or i'll start to cry...because thats what i do when im upset. and i was NOT going to cry in that kitchen. so i just opened up the freezer door for a rush of cool air and ignored him until he left. honestly...i just dont understand why he would say something like that. and the rookie said something that made me mad too. why dont boys just use their heads and think about things before they say them??? i mean, i know the rookie was joking and im really not mad about that, but James isn't an idiot, and he knew how i would react, so why even say anything?? Ugh...he is SUCH a jerk!! i sincerely hope i don't work with him tomorrow, because i may be completely insane by the time i punch out. grrrrrr
well, i just needed to vent and now i feel better so im gonna sleep. later!
<3 Coie
on top of all of that, being the only girl cook there, i always feel like i constantly have to prove myself. i dont know why...because i know that i really dont, but i feel like i do. does that make any sense?? anwayys...so, most of the guys there arent mean to me and dont give me a hard time...at least not as bad as what they give the other guys. they know that, being a girl, im more sensitive, and you just cant say the same things to a girl that you can to a guy. but the newest manager, James, said something tonite that really made me mad. i won't go into a long story, but it bruised my ego, pride, and intelligence all at once, and just like that, i was pissed. he tried to say something to me right after, because i know he saw the look i gave him, and i completely ignored him. because when i get mad, i need five minutes alone or i'll start to cry...because thats what i do when im upset. and i was NOT going to cry in that kitchen. so i just opened up the freezer door for a rush of cool air and ignored him until he left. honestly...i just dont understand why he would say something like that. and the rookie said something that made me mad too. why dont boys just use their heads and think about things before they say them??? i mean, i know the rookie was joking and im really not mad about that, but James isn't an idiot, and he knew how i would react, so why even say anything?? Ugh...he is SUCH a jerk!! i sincerely hope i don't work with him tomorrow, because i may be completely insane by the time i punch out. grrrrrr
well, i just needed to vent and now i feel better so im gonna sleep. later!
<3 Coie