finally updating....
well, not much new to report on, really. still working, still with Jerry...not going to school in the fall. oh...today IS my last day at champs though. time for me to leave there i think. i only work there one day a week, so its pointless anyways. we're having a party though!!! lol, kind of. im bringing in a cake and brandon is bringing in brownies. good times to be had!!!
what else....nothing really. honestly, all i do is work and hang out with jerry and my family. we did find out that the Comstock Park boys golf team will have my cousins initials on their shirts this season, which is pretty cool. they bought new golf bags for the golf teams with the money from donations after he died, and those bags were going to have a patch or something in memory of my cousin, but instead they went with the initials on the shirt. i think thats a pretty cool way to remember him. in only five months it will have been a year....wow.
so its almost august, which was a crappy month for me last year. we had to put my dog down and my grandma died. it was bad for me this time last year, and now i get to go through and remember it all. Christmas will never be the same, what with James dying only ten days before. my favorite holiday will always be different now.
sorry...i've been trying not to go off on things anymore. not bottling it up, but just trying not to think about it. i've found its easier to try and remember him from when we were growing up, and not from that night in the hospital. it works most of the time... :) we have our family reunion tomorrow though, which will be weird i'm sure without james there. he normally took most of the pictures. guess someone else will have to fill in there.
well, im getting all depressed now, so i'm just gonna go. later!
<3 Coie
what else....nothing really. honestly, all i do is work and hang out with jerry and my family. we did find out that the Comstock Park boys golf team will have my cousins initials on their shirts this season, which is pretty cool. they bought new golf bags for the golf teams with the money from donations after he died, and those bags were going to have a patch or something in memory of my cousin, but instead they went with the initials on the shirt. i think thats a pretty cool way to remember him. in only five months it will have been a year....wow.
so its almost august, which was a crappy month for me last year. we had to put my dog down and my grandma died. it was bad for me this time last year, and now i get to go through and remember it all. Christmas will never be the same, what with James dying only ten days before. my favorite holiday will always be different now.
sorry...i've been trying not to go off on things anymore. not bottling it up, but just trying not to think about it. i've found its easier to try and remember him from when we were growing up, and not from that night in the hospital. it works most of the time... :) we have our family reunion tomorrow though, which will be weird i'm sure without james there. he normally took most of the pictures. guess someone else will have to fill in there.
well, im getting all depressed now, so i'm just gonna go. later!
<3 Coie