May 22, 2004 14:25
BOYS LIE. WHY THE FUCK DO I EVEN TRY? I THINK THE RULE FOR A WHILE SHOULD BE TO USE THEM EXACTLY HOW I'VE BEEN USED IN THE PAST. IT'S KINDA FUN WHEN THERE ARE NO FEELINGS INVOLVED. I SPENT ALL SUMMER LAST YEAR GETTING OVER A MAN WHO DIDN'T DESERVE AN OUNCE OF MY HEART, AND NOW I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO DO THE SAME THING AGAIN. I JUST DON'T SEE HOW I CAN BE SO STUPID WHEN IT COMES TO MEN AND MY SELECTION OF THEM. MAYBE IT'S CUZ I ALWAYS GOT A THING FOR THE BEAUTIFUL BUT VERY BAD ONES. MMMM. MAN O MAN THERE SHOULD BE A SCHOOL OR SOMETHING. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I WANT FROM A MAN ANYMORE. WELL, THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T REQUIRE MUCH THOUGHT. FUCK YOU BOYS, GO GROW UP AND CALL ME WHEN YOUR DICK IS HALF THE SIZE OF YOUR EGO AND THEN MAYBE WE CAN TALK.
I'm out.
JJ