It official...
So I am annointing myself undatable. I guess it seems that I have the uncanny ability to freak girls out. I used to think it was the girl but I am pretty sure it is a me problem. At this point I think I set myself up for failure. Kristen and I talked briefly last night and I mentioned that I could tell that something was on her mind. I told her that she needs to let me know what she is thinking so I can make sure I do the right thing for her. She said, "I back off when something doesn't feel right." So somewhere from friday night, when we last saw each other, till monday, something happened. Hmmm, I can't do much wrong when I don't see someone. Well we will see what she has to say.
She mentioned a week ago how freaked out how, "comfortable" she feels when she is with me. She said, "I don't think it is good for me to be so attached to someone, and with you it is so easy." I just think she has a ton of her plate and we've gotten really close lately. I think what I am going to do is just let her be. She has a lot to learn and I refuse to make this an issue of any sort. I will be there for her when needed but I think it is time we both backed away. Finals, the holidays, etc... I think it is just that time.
I dig Kristen. It's been fun and I want to keep it that way and I think backing off is the best thing that I can do.
She mentioned a week ago how freaked out how, "comfortable" she feels when she is with me. She said, "I don't think it is good for me to be so attached to someone, and with you it is so easy." I just think she has a ton of her plate and we've gotten really close lately. I think what I am going to do is just let her be. She has a lot to learn and I refuse to make this an issue of any sort. I will be there for her when needed but I think it is time we both backed away. Finals, the holidays, etc... I think it is just that time.
I dig Kristen. It's been fun and I want to keep it that way and I think backing off is the best thing that I can do.