5 months later
It's funny that 5 months later, I find myself typing in this blog again. And surprise surprise, it's still about the last entry I wrote here. This time, I write not because I'm trying to analyze things but rather because I find myself courageous enough to do so. Or apparently, so I thought because as close as I am to spilling my guts here, apprehension strikes. :)) I wish I could tell you how confused I am at the moment. How the things I've held constant are presenting themselves as something else. How my heart skipped a beat and how it fell into a million pieces soon after. Not because it was something I didn't want, but because it was something I wanted. I never really thought that getting what you want could possibly pain a person so much - until this.