medyo sinisipag....
pumunta sa tondo para sa community service
kumaen sa tulyase with my fresh frosh friends marnie and arlo ng masarap pero mejo hindi na mainit na sizzling porkchop na lunod sa gravy at kapos sa laman pero mmmmmmm
nag fx pauwi. pinaka-masarap na fx ride ko sa buong buhay ko
naghubad ng damit na amoy tondo chikiting at sumayaw sandali wearing my grade school sando, lace panties and my killer camel boots to the tunes of a girl like you
nagwalis ng buong bahay kase di ko na ma-take yung alikabok habang full-blast yung sounds. oks lang sa kapit-bahay kase bingi naman sila e.. literal.
at ang aking reward for the day: grey's anatomy marathon at libreng dinner sa serendra kasama ang pamilyang kabila
ang sarap maging home alone sa bahay na wala akong pinag-gagastusan at kung saan may ashtray sa lahat ng lugar na maisipan mong magtatak ng yosi
and oh, natutuwa ako sa pedicured nails ko. magnifique. minsan lang to. tska 69 days and counting nang walang alak katawan ko. mejo nahihirapan nako pero kagabe, sumama ako sa inuman nila RJ at walong baso ata ng tubig nainom pero no beer whooooooo kahit 18 pesos lang ang red horse, kaya ko din pala huminde. akalain mo yon. SNAPS!
me and julie. trying hard not to be madrama. but we still cant stop
ourselves from checking our phones every 10mins hoping
for texts that will never come haha
rj and kristine. paboritong couple namen haha. i love you both!
me and kent. wala lang. haha
medyo delayed lang si God sa hinihingi kong "good day" kase nung thursday ko pa hinihingi yon. nagkaron kase ng isang araw last week na lammo yon, sobrang pangit. understatement pa yon. tipong feeling ko walang nagmamahal saken at may mysterious contempt saken si Lord. panahon lang ata ng monthly emotional breakdown ko.
na-realize ko din na kahit anong asta ko na di ko kelangan kahit sino at kaya ko lahat at ako lang ang tama, kelangan ko din ng "someone" pero paminsan lang naman, depende sa mood, at hindi ko kaya lahat tulad ng pagkarga ng TV kase mashadong mabigat at mali rin ako minsan kahit papano pero di ko talaga matanggap. taurus moon e. kabbalah anyone?
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TO BE FREE emiliana torrini
Once in a house on a hill
A boy got angry
He broke into my heart
For a day and a night
I stayed beside him
Until I had no hope
So I came down the hill
Of course I was hurt
But then I started to think
It shouldn't hurt me to be free
It's what I really need
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself
There's a bar by the dock
Where I found myself
Drinking with this man
He offered me a cigarette
And I accepted
'Cause it's been a very long time
As it burned 'till the end
I thought of the boy
No one could ever forget
It shouldn't hurt me to be free
It's what I really need
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself