ugh*..

Jan 24, 2005 18:44

hiiya*--
hows it hanging? soo bad here..well today started off great, till i started my period in gym! so the rest of the day i sat there with the WORST cramps eveeeeeerrrr* ugh..it was terrible..then after school nick picked up me and trammel*..we went up to his old school *Faith Baptist*..man oh man, i would HATE to go there..its soooooo incredibly strict oh my gawsh!* and i still felt like shit the whole way there, so we get there and nick goes inside so me and trammel talk for like 20 minutes..then alex and michael come walking out..gawsh..i wanted to cry when i seen al!!!! holy shit..he looks so sad.. he barely talked in the car..he didnt even say hi to me..i just wanted to jump out and hug him..but i was scared to..i wish there was something i oculd do to help him..but i cant..i hate it* i love that kid to death! Lord only knows how much ive been through with him..if you spend the summer with me, you know!!!! and wow, its just sooo depressing to see someone you care so much about be so upset..if anyone is reading this, you won't understand what im talking about so ill sum it up for you..alex is neighbor, ive known him all my life..he used to be like my best friend..his did is a FUCKING DICK! WHO DESERVES TO GO TO HELL! seriously..soo alex *finally* moved out..and i never see him anymore..which sucks sooo bad! but yeah..anywhoo i miss him..and al* if you ever read this hun stay strong..God is always watching over you..keep your head up, im always just a call away! i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxox~ moving on...i seen michael too! wow, hes adorable! I WANT HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!* haha*~ no but hes sucha sweet person..i love him to death! mike*--sorry i never call ya babe! ill start to k? and write you LOTS of emails too!!! lol~ xoxo*! yuppppp..so anywhoo..right now im laying in bed with this heating pad on my tummy because i feel like im about to die..so im gonna go back to bed..night everyone! xoxo* i wuvvvv you*

--danielle marie*

p.s.--aawon, im sorry! don't be mad at me..it isn't my fault..we can hang out some other time..it really isn't that big of a deal, you were with me yesterday and all weekend, i think you can survive one day!! k? I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! xoxo*
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